Dear sweet girl,
I may not be a practicing mum right now, that doesn't mean that I don't think of you every day.
I may not have you here beside me, in my arms, it breaks my heart that little bit more, every day.
I see other mums celebrating being a mother, it makes me yearn for you even more. I want you back. You will never be replaced.
I still can't believe you're gone.
I wish it didn't have to be this way, if I had only one wish in this life, it would to have you back with me.
I can't and I know this will never happen, part of me passed away with you. I don't want it back, as I know it's with you.
I've been smiling when thinking of you lately, but today I have tears. Forgive your silly old mum, she needs days like this.
Sweetheart, I'll love you more than you'll ever know. I desperately would have wanted to celebrate Sunday with you, instead I'll celebrate what you did for me.
Sleep tight little one.
Love Mummy xx
